Hello Soap Boxers. My apologies for being away for a few days. My lappy quit on Columbus Day. I bought a new one, and I am getting acclimated to it. It works well, but it doesn’t have the flexibility that my old one has Now I have to find a computer repair shop. I wonder if it can be repaired since it is very old. If so, I plan to keep it as a backup.
Let me tell you about what happened to me this morning.
I was deadheading to my first pickup. I was tired because I didn’t sleep as usual. People were so full of rage this morning just because I was in front of them to get on the highway, and my bus won’t win any drag races. Some creep in a Dodge Ram was tailgating me so closely that I bet he could see the inside of the exhaust pipe. I was already in a bad mood, so I pulled the hammer back to force him to pass me in the left lane because everyone is late for work around here. He goes past, and I felt this tightly focused, but cold rage. I felt that from just about every car that passed me. That is why I stay away from people. Like, leave me alone. I don’t need your negativity poisoning my energy. Stay in your lane.
Later on, it was another driver who passed me because I took a nanosecond too long to react to the green light. The rage I felt from him was off the scale. It left a bitter taste in my mouth. My term for such negative energy is “sour milk.” I would definitely not approach that guy. Whatever is going on with him has darkened his heart to the point of being evil.
I know that Thursdays seem to bring out the worse in people, and it certainly did. Thankfully, the rest of the morning went by without incident. This is why I don’t want to drive any more. I can’t stand how people carry themselves on the roadways. No one cares that I’m carrying two wheelchairs behind me, and that their lives are in my hands. Sometimes I ask why should I, as a healer, help people, when all they seem to to want to do is to either step over, step on, or elbow either other out of the way to get what they want. But the spirits say this is what I am meant to do.
I was planning to share the above videos when the lappy decided to shut down and not restart. The last one is very, very upsetting. Its about the military and the vaccine mandate. Only those of you with strong constitutions should watch it.
So that’s all the news for now. Hopefully tomorrow morning will be better. Have a good night, and I’ll see you next time.
The Introvert Soap Box 