I didn’t get the job.
Just as well, since the job duties were too much for me to handle. It would mean being the face of the company at social events. At the interview, I was such a mess. Going to pieces whilst being interviewed by the director is not what I had in mind. After it was over, I went to see my therapist. I didn’t even feel like talking. I was still feeling embarrassed. As usual, she suggested taking anti depression medication. I already hate depending on a pharmaceutical to control blood pressure and anxiety. Taking another one for depression is out of the question for the moment. But who knows? I may change my mind in the future.
After seeing the therapist, I went to the fitness centre in my complex and exercised for a bit. I was on the treadmill for an hour, then I was doing push ups and sit ups. I pushed myself a bit too hard because I was sore for most of yesterday. I am feeling a bit better today, but soreness remains in my triceps. I was really angry at myself and the situation. I was on the elliptical and the treadmill this morning after a yoga session, but I had to cut it short due to this guy and his girlfriend dropping weights and being totally obnoxious. The place needs a “lunk alarm.” This time I made sure to take Vitamin D to keep the soreness down.
Thanks for reading my post. Sat Nam.